I find that spiritual life is like a rollar coaster ... sometimes you are on a high and sometimes you are on a major low !
Srila Prabhupada said that if you want to smooth out rough stones you have to bash them together, similarly in devotional life we find we are sometimes bashed together by our devotee peers ... and it confuses us and hurts us and makes us want to run a mile... but we must know that Krsna is arranging for our rough edges also to be smoothed out so our nice and shiny true selves can burst forth.
