Tuesday 31 March 2009

Deity Worship


Today I was trained to wake the Deities up after Their afternoon nap, offer the fruit offering, arati and clean the altar.

It was pretty cool.

Very humbling to stand before the Lord of the universe.

What a great life Srila Prabhupada has exposed us to due to his causeless mercy of coming to the West at such an advanced age.

Thank you.

Monday 30 March 2009

Tolerance


Being tolerant is an art form.

Especially in devotional life.

How much the protagonists in the Srimad Bhagatavam would tolerate all for the pleasure of Lord Krsna?

Serving in such a small proximity as the Soho Street Temple means we have to tolerate SO MUCH !

But is where the nectar is... to control the tongue from speaking what it wants to and using the brain to use speech to elevate others consciousness.

Sunday 29 March 2009

GREATER THAN FEAR



"In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure."

VICTIM



We are not victims of other people or circumstances.

We are victims of our own way of reacting to other people or circumstances.

Inquire submissively & serve


Unless you inquire submissively and hear attentively, you cannot preach the message of Godhead. Lord Brahma humbling himself before Vishnu, “I do not know; please philosophically explain, who I am, who are You? What is this material world? And what is happiness?” Arjuna asked Krishna the same question, Sanatana Goswami asked Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu this same question, Lord Chaitanya asked Ishwar Puri the same question. This is Parampara; to inquire submissively, to serve. What we hear, Krishna consciousness is not a radical process, it is a practical process. We must inquire submissively, we must hear from proper authorities. Otherwise we do not know what is to be done and what is not to be done. But then it is essential we must put those understandings into practice, in our life. Through that process, practicing in a spirit of humility and devotion, in a spirit of a servant of the servant, we get realization.

H H Radhanath Swami Maharaj

Saturday 28 March 2009

Modern Leaders


Therefore if we want a happy and tranquil political situation, we must select leaders who eat Krishna prasadam. Otherwise the leaders will eat meat and drink wine, and thus they will be Asamskrtah, unreformed, and Kriya-hinah, devoid of spiritual behavior. In other words, they will be mlecchas and yavanas, or men who are unclean in their habits. Through taxation, such men exploit the citizens as much as possible, and in this way they devour the citizens of the state instead of benefiting them. We therefore cannot expect a government to be efficient if it is headed by such unclean mlecchas and yavanas.


Caitanya Caritamrita


Antya Lila 1.92


Purport

Friday 27 March 2009

Sweet Tiredness


Feel really tired today.

Been a L-O-N-G day.

Was up at 3.10am and went to bed .... well... after I write this blog piece !

Cooked for Krsna in the morning - 7.40am offering... what a rare privilege.

Srila Prabhupada came into our lives and sprinkled his mercy dust on all our heads. And now our lives are sooooo happy and auspicious.

This means we have the opportunity to engage in service all day - every day.

What great mercy!

I feel tired today but it is such a sweet taste ... not the ordinary tiredness one would get from working like a dog all day and then going home and going through the same drill over and over again.

This tiredness is causing great satisfaction in my heart. I am feeling content and satisfied in my life.

It is so sweet.

All glories to Srila Prabhupada for making the arduous journey to the west and giving us all the opportunity to expericene this sweet tiredness !

Thursday 26 March 2009

More pics of me and my Guru Maharaj



More pics of me and my beloved Guru Maharaj.

All glories to the Caitya Guru !

Talk is cheap



We cannot talk ourselves out of the problems we behaved ourselves into.

Responsibilty


Taking on responsibility in Krsna Consciousness means taking on voluntary headaches!

People forget you are carrying out a service and that your actions are not personal.

I usually tell people I know will be difficult that I am not speaking to them as Bhava Bhakti but as xx service role or yy service role.

Of course when we don't want to take responsibilities for our actions the scapegoat is always our temple authority. They made us have poor sadhana.

They made us not carry out our services nicely.

It is because of them that I am not following etiquette nicely.

Etc etc.

Taking responsibility is therefore a two way process.

The person who takes on the responsibility on behalf of Guru and Gauranga and also the person who has to accept his/her predicament as a result of their own past actions and karma.

Me and Radhanath Swami


Me talking to Radhanath Swami at the airport today in the morning.

He was thanking me for my "wonderful and amazing services" (his words) ... and was blessing me for taking on the Counsellor System Co-ordinator role.

Monday 23 March 2009

The Fear of Surrender


As we take to this process more and more we can start to get a little fearful.

The fear comes from the understanding that you have to surrender more and more.

Surrender what?

Primarily it is to surrender our independence and take shelter of the Lord and His pure devotee.

We like to be in control, in charge, making things happen.

But actually if we analyse our lives closely we will see that we could not even get out of bed if there were no higher authorities helping us.

Surrender to be free.

This might sound like an oxymoron but it is the motto of our movement.

Surrender to Krsna to become free from the miseries of unrestricted senses, the mind, contaminated intelligence and most important of all... the false ego.

Sunday 22 March 2009

Read everyday


Srila Prabhupada said we should read at least an hour everyday of his books.

It is so important to read.

Otherwise we forget why we are chanting, performing devotional service and have to come to the temple.

These books are like lifestyle manuals for the conditioned souls in this material world.

Radhanath Swami


Been reading my Guru Maharaj's autobiography.

It is one of those books you just cannot put down.

I feel so close to my Guru Maharaj as I read this book.

He was born to search out God and to dedicate his life to God.

Such a gentle soul with strong conviction in the Lord.

Srila Radhanath Swami ki jay !

Wednesday 18 March 2009

Instant Spiritual Strength


.......CHANT 16 ROUNDS IN ONE GO !

Instant satisfaction guaranteed.

[Picture - George Harrison chanting japa]

Ladies Ashram Leader


Took up the service of ladies ashram leader on Monday... please pray for me !

It is an intense service looking after the young gopis of Sri Sri Radha Londonisvara.

Death - the final exam


Srila Prabhupada said that death is the final exam of life.

What spiritual practices we have engaged in throughout our lives are tested at death.

Not so easy to call out to God when you have not practiced it .... God is not so cheap.

Today we received a call from a man at Hammersmith Hospital. His son in law was dying and a 'Hindu' priest was required.

I went to the hospital with another devotee.

The dying man looked in his late 40's. His hapless wife and 2 kids sat opposite him.

We took with us a maha garland, maha water, maha tulasi, a picture of the Deities, and the Bhagavad-Gita.

Turns out that the woman's father was not asking for a priest right away... he just wanted to know if there was one available if he needed one.

Anyway I said he should take the maha articles we had brought anyway as the spirit soul needs to be spiritually nourished NOW while it is still in the body and not later when it is left the body.

The father was a Hindu who was not prepared to listen so I appealed to his daughter who was soon to be a widow.

I told her to put the maha articles on her husband and that she and her family can also drink the maha water.

I also gave her the Bhagavad-Gita and told her that she should read to her husband while her father protested they have a Hindu bhajans tape playing in the background ... and so don't need our items.

I insisted and the daughter took the sacred articles.

I told the daughter she will need spiritual solace, as will her kids, after her husband leaves and so she can then lean on the Bhagavad-Gita.

I am thinking of the poor dying man... we came to chant to him but were thwarted by his father in law...

Maybe we were supposed to give Krsna Consciousness to his wife and kids instead ....

I pray he has an auspicious departure and that his wife and kids dip into the tranquil waters of the Bhagavad-Gita.

The Journey Home


Got my Spiritual Master's autobiography today.

It is called 'The Journey Home' and is a riveting read.

Can't put it down!

Monday 16 March 2009

Lord of the Universe


jagannātha svāmī nayana patha gāmi bhavatu me

Watch out for the weeds !


It is so easy to start something new.

A diet for example.

Or making a vow to chant more rounds or earlier in the morning.

But I find that the weeds of Maya are so subtle and they creep up so slowly that you almost always get thwarted in your plans if you are not careful.

How many times have I started a vow to chant more or to wake up earlier only to suddenly find myself having this so called obstacle to contend with or that to contend with.

It is all so draining to find yourself at square one again.

One time my Guru Maharaj said that trying to be Krsna Conscious in this material world is like trying to swim upstream. How hard is that?

So really I guess we should expect some resistance from the material energy when we try to leave the comfy shackles of her thorny embrace.

Sunday 15 March 2009

Cooperation


The test of our actual dedication and sincerity to serve the Spiritual
Master will be in this mutual cooperative spirit to push on this Movement
and not make factions and deviate.

Srila Prabhupada letter to: Babhru

Los Angeles
9 December, 1973
73-12-09

Perfection for the eyes




This is the outfit that Sri Sri Radha Londonisvara were wearing today.

Don't they look lovely !

I chanted my gayantri mantra in front of Them today.

Such a lovely outfit.

Nothing else to say really as you can't add more to what the picture says.

Saturday 14 March 2009

No atheists allowed !

Soft like Butter!


We should inquire from the spiritual master submissively, not with the desire to acquire knowledge but the desire to serve, not with the desire to become learned, but the desire to surrender. And we find also detachment, renunciation… although Raghunatha Das Goswami is such an embodiment of renunciation we should follow in his footsteps but if we artificially put too much of our consciousness of trying to be renounced, Prabhupada said it causes hard heartedness. Bhakti means soft heartedness, the whole process of bhakti is to make our heart soft like butter then Krsna will steal it, that is the perfection of our life. Trying to become Krsna conscious by performing all kinds of tapyasa and in the process our heart is getting hard, we are getting more proud, we are becoming more indifferent to personalities. Sometimes even detachment, if it is artificially done, one becomes excessively self centred, instead of being para dukha dukhi, we become so absorbed in torturing ourselves of fasting and giving up sleep and giving up all of our bodily necessities, we are always thinking about our bodies all the time, we are thinking about how renounced we are, we are thinking about how everybody else are sense enjoyers. I am fasting on ekadashi and he is eating vegetables, sense enjoyer! fallen soul! Hare Krsna. We may say oh you are very nice but in our heart we may be thinking like this, I am better than you, it is hard heartedness.

H H Radhanath Swami Maharaj

Friday 13 March 2009

Joyful Krishna


Krishna is joyful. I am part and parcel of Krishna; therefore I must be alsojoyful. That is natural. If my father is black, then I am also black. If mymother is black, I am also black. So our father, the supreme father Krishna,is joyful. Don't you see Krishna's attitude? Anywhere you see, Krishna isjoyful. He is not engaged in some industrial work or in some heavy machinemaking. He is simply playing on His flute. You see? And Radharani is there.That is joyful nature.

Srila Prabhupada
Srimad-Bhagavatam 7.9.8

Hawaii, March 21, 1969

Thursday 12 March 2009

Atheists - poor deluded souls !

The importance of chanting japa


I feel it is very important to finish your rounds as early as possible ( I aim for 7am) and never to carry any over to the next day.

This should be worked towards but if we slip up once or twice what to do?

We are only human and striving for perfection. We are definitely not perfect yet.

Our japa rounds are like the umbilical cord attaching us to Krsna - our life line in the material world. So we need to cultivate a mood of utter dependency and gratefulness to these rounds and lovingly chant our prescribed number of rounds every day.

It is our rounds which determine our devotional mood and the way we treat others. Anyone can work like a mule... but can we all sit down and attentively chant our rounds?

Not so easy in practice... and even more harder to chant them all in one go... but this is also best.

Wednesday 11 March 2009

Goals


Setting goals in spiritual life is important as it means you have something to work towards.

Could be something simple like "I will wake up 30 mins earlier to have a shower and chant some rounds before work for the next 6 weeks".

Or

Could be something like " I will have read all of Srimad Bhagavatam by 2010".

It is so easy to stagnate in spiritual life.

My Guru Maharaj says lethargy and egoism are the two biggest obstacles in spiritual life.

I think by setting goals it is a good way to beat these two obstacles by always keeping the mind busy in working towards these goals.

And you can also set mini short term goals to work towards the longer term goals.

The mind is crazy when not a devotee... got to control it by any means.

Monday 9 March 2009

"What's this got to do with going back to Godhead?"


The above sentence is what a good friend of mine said to me today as I talked about how someone was really hacking me off... !

And it stopped me in my tracks... and made me realise ... yer that is true.

Who cares about the petty insecurities we have about this person or that person. Who cares about what we lack and what we really want.. and why does she have it and not me??

Who cares that he said this and she said that...

At the end of the day all this is all so inconsequential as it is really just about you and Krsna... and there ain't no you and Krsna if you can't love those things He loves... like His devotees to start with.

So .... let it go... and just dare to surrender to the process.... go on... you can't lose... except your false ego, anxieties and petty mindedness.

Jaya Gaura Bhakta Vrinda ki .... jay !

HAPPY APPEARANCE DAY!


Jaya Gauranga Mahaprabhu !

Hope you have a great appearance day tomorrow.

Sunday 8 March 2009

Scientific Fact


Srila Prabhupada was very strong on this particular subject that it is simply a waste of time for people to spend billions and trillions of dollars annually doing research on how and why the world is? what it is?... Because everything is already there; the creator has already explained it perfectly. So, simply, instead of spending billions of dollars of the tax payers money in scientific research about space, research about the planet, about the ocean, about the land, all you have to do is go to any airport, for $5 or less, you can buy Srimad Bhagavatam and every answer is there, authoritatively. The theories in Srimad Bhagavatam do not change year by year. Amongst the very mundane philosophers of this world or scientist one works so hard to present a theory and others work so hard to defeat their theories and there are always different conceptions. …….So it is a world of cheaters and the cheated, so much speculation. I remember Srila Prabhupada, they asked him a question about the stars and the planets and the moon and Prabhupada in a very simple way, of course Srimad Bhagavatam explains of the various planetary systems and what is happening on all these planets and how you can attain these planets through various types of pious activities or mystic yoga, Prabhupada had all the knowledge but he explained it all very simple, they asked him about all the planets and the sky and the stars, he said it is as if Krsna just painted it on the stars, the moon; Krsna just painted it on the sky. That is all. This is a very profound scientific realisation that every thing is done ultimately by a Person, all the details the Vedic literature fill in but the essence is that everything is created by a Person; it is His transcendental pastime creating all these systems and destroying the material existence and maintaining it for some time.

HH Radhanath Swami Maharaj

Pleasing the Spiritual Master


Just be steady, just be faithful, just follow the process of Krsna consciousness and automatically the realisations, perfect renunciation and knowledge will take place. And what is devotional service - to take shelter of Krsna means to do anything in the mood of a servant of the servant of the servant to please Him. It is very simple, just try to please Krsna. Prabhupada wanted us to preach, Prabhupada wanted us to worship the deities, to chant sincerely, to study his books, very simple. If the spiritual master is pleased, Krsna will give you everything; if the spiritual master is not pleased, it doesn’t matter what efforts you make, you will never come to the conclusion.

HH Radhanath Swami Maharaj

Friday 6 March 2009

Surrender to be free!

Who is Lord Caitanya?


The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Sri Krsna, advented Himself as Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu, appearing in Sridhama Mayapura in the city of Navadvipa, Bengal in the year 1407 AD. Sri Krsna Caitanya manifested his divine mercy in Kali Yuga by delivering the Hare Krsna maha mantra and thereby saving the most fallen souls.

The divine appearance of Sri Krsna Caitanya Mahaprabhu is celebrated on the full moon of the month of Phalguna (February-March). This is the most auspicious day for all Gaudiya Vaisnavas, the most sacred and special festival to glorify the appearance in this world of the Supreme Personality of Godhead, Sri Krsna Caitanya. Sri Krsna Caitanya Mahaprabhu is none other than the Supreme Personality of Godhead Sri Krsna, who incarnates in the form of a devotee, to enjoy rasa. Srila Krsna dasa Kaviraja describes in the Sri Caitanya-caritamrta, that Sri Sri Radha and Krsna are one divine self, or one and the same, but they have taken two bodies. Both Radha and Krsna constantly enjoy each other, and taste the pleasures of divine love. To taste this divine mellow, Sri Sri Radha-Krsna have appeared in one body, as Sri Krsna Caitanya Mahaprabhu, who appeared in Mayapura Dhama.

It is explained in Srimad-Bhagavatam 1:3:28 that Lord Buddha appeared at the beginning of Kali Yuga as the 21st incarnation of the Lord. The final (22nd) incarnation described in that passage is Lord Kalki, who is predicted to appear at the end of Kali Yuga. While not described in this particular passage, elsewhere in Srimad-Bhagavatam Lord Caitainya Mahaprabhu is predicted to appear near the beginning of the Kali Yuga. In the seventh canto of Srimad-Bhagavatam, Prahlada Maharaja directly hints at the hidden nature of the Supreme Lord's appearance:

"Because the Supreme Lord is also called Tri-Yuga, or one who appears in only three yugas (satya, dvapara, treta), He is sometimes said to appear in a concealed form, in the age of Kali."

Srimad-Bhagavatam 7:9:38

In the Atharva-Veda Purusa-Bodini-Upanisad, it is said: "In the seventh manvantara, in the beginning of the Kali-Yuga, the Supreme Personality of Godhead will, accompanied by His own associates, descend in a golden form to the earth. He will teach the chanting of His own names."

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare

"Why did Krsna assume the form of Caitanya Mahaprabhu? It is explained that Krsna desired to know the glory of Radha's love. "Why is She so much in love with Me?" Krsna asked. "What is My special qualification that attracts Her so? And what is the actual way in which She loves Me?" It seems strange that Krsna, as the Supreme, should be attracted by anyone's love. We search after the love of a woman or a man because we are imperfect and lack something. The love of a woman, that potency and pleasure, is absent in man, and therefore a man wants a woman, but this is not the case with Krsna, who is full in Himself. Thus Krsna expressed surprise: "Why am I attracted by Radharani? And when Radharani feels My love, what is She actually feeling?" In order to taste the essence of that loving affair, Krsna appeared just as the moon appears on the horizon of the sea. Just as the moon was produced by the churning of the sea, by the churning of spiritual love affairs the moon of Caitanya Mahaprabhu appeared. Indeed, Lord Caitanya's complexion was golden, just like the moon. Although this is figurative language, it conveys the meaning behind the appearance of Caitanya Mahaprabhu."

Caitanya-caritamrta Adi-lila, Introduction

eko devah sarva-rupi mahatma
gauro rakta syamala-sveta-rupah
caitanyatma sa vai caitanya-saktir
bhaktakaro bhakti-do bhakh-vedyah

"The Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is the master of all transcendental potencies, and who may be known only by devotional service, [bhakti vedyah] appears in innumerable transcendental forms. He has appeared in red, white and black complexions, [gauro rakta syamala sveta rupah] and He will also appear in the golden form of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu. He will assume the role of a perfect devotee [bhakta akarah] and He will teach the conditioned souls the path of pure devotional service [bhakti dah]."

Sri Caitanya Upanisad, Text 6 (3)
Bhaktivedanta Book Trust. HDG A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Srila Prabhupada.

Blame


"When you blame others you give up your power to change".


Robert Anthony

Thursday 5 March 2009

Me and Krishtee


Me and my mate Krishtee (on the right).

She is in Mauritius now but will hopefully come back soon.

Busy Bee!


Sorry folks... Gaura Purnima is fast approaching and I am a tad bit busy... and just a little stressed !!

Will be back to blog loka soon!

Jaya Gauranga !

Monday 2 March 2009

Krishna TV !


Check out - http://krishnatube.com/

It is like Youtube but obviously much better as it is all things Krsna and Srila Prabhupada.

Link courtesy of my dear friend - Anita Bradley in sunny Blackpool.

Who is Rupa Goswami?


Srila Rupa Goswami appeared in 1489 in Karnataka, South India. He was the younger brother of Srila Sanatana Goswami.

Forced by various circumstances, Srila Rupa Goswami and Sanatana Goswami had to work for the Muslim government of Bengal under Nawab Hussein Shah. Rupa Goswami was then known by the Muslim name Dabir Khas ('private secretary'). Although he enjoyed great wealth and prestige, he never forgot Lord Sri Krishna. Even before meeting Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, Rupa Goswami had already written several books on Vedic philosophy and was renowned for his learning and devotion.

In 1514, Rupa and Sanatana met Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu for the first time and were initiated by Him. Rupa left government service and spent ten days hearing from Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu the philosophy of Krsna consciousness. Sri Caitanya then ordered Rupa Goswami to go Vrindavana with a fourfold mission: (1) to uncover the lost sites of Lord Krishna's pastimes, (2) to install Deities of the Lord and arrange for Their worship, (3) to write books on Krsna consciousness, and (4) to teach the rules of devotional life.
At first Rupa Goswami felt great difficulty carrying out the desire of Lord Caitanya. But one day, while Rupa was sitting on the bank of the Yamuna River contemplating his mission, a beautiful boy came to him and asked the cause of his despondency. Rupa Goswami explained. The boy then led him to a small hill.

'Inside this hill',said the boy, 'is the beautiful Deity Govindadeva'. He said that the Deity had been buried to protect Him during a Muslim invasion.

The next day Rupa Goswami led a group of villagers to the site and had them excavate the hill. The Deity Govinda was unearthed. Rupa Goswami then had a magnificent temple constructed under the patronage of Emperor Akbar and Maharaja Man Singh of Amber, Rajasthan. Sri Govinda Deva is presently being worshipped at Jaipur, Rajasthan.

Rupa Goswami fulfilled all four parts of the mission given to him by Lord Caitanya, including writing many books on Krsna consciousness. He passed away in 1564. Devotees pay respects to him by visiting his samadhi, or memorial tomb, in the courtyard of the Radha-Damodara temple in Vrindavana.

My Favourite Place in the Universe!


This is the samadhi of Srila Rupa Goswami.

It is an intense and spiritually potent place.

I have been to see it twice so far.

My spiritual master said this area is the center of the spiritual world.

Srila Rupa Goswami ki jay !

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